i feel wanna cry..cry..cry..cry..in fact, while typing this..i'm crying my heart out....

saw your post in your FB..u are having some happy time with her..humm..how i wish it is me...

i just couldn't help myself from tearing up! in fact...i hate myself..i hate you..i hate everything..

a sharp knife just stabbed me straight to my heart...

i really feel so stupid...feel likes a fool!!!

i know this gonna happen...i know..i can even see it coming..but why did i let myself stuck up in this...i know u would't mind bout it..i know u never care about me likes you care about her...

God..help me to get through this...Please...:'(