the sewer system :P

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Jealous?? WTF!! U r not mine..but it's true i'm jealous...

hemm..can i tell u a secret? i'm in love with someone that i shouldn't fall with.

hemm..he is so cute till i can't forget his smile. he is so charming till i can't forget his face. 
hemm.. he is actually out my TYPE-Of-GUY..but i feel that he is special in every way he is..he is not skinny liked all the guys that i used to date..( all skinny and tall )..he's tall but not skinny n not fatso ah..he is just cute...i love him but i know he just think of me as his friend.hemm..i'm so jealous when i saw him kissed another girl in the club that day..hemm...but what can i do..he is not mine..and i can stop them..that girl is way too hot than me..i'm just nothing compare to that i just told myself...he's never be mine..he will always be 
JUST FRIEND!! hard to tel this to yourself but this is the truth that u should face...haiz..jealous..jealous..jealous...huhuhu..he stole my heart and he left it half way...hemmm..just wish can turn back time. Thought he is not the FnF type but i think i'm might wrong.. he also that FnF type..i guess...Flirt n Forget...Boy, u shouldn't do that Flirting-Job...u are just making me falling in love u and giving me false hopes.. Now, i just have to learn to F&F u..Forgive & Forget u...hemm...

remember girls...FnF is not for Friend and Family in Boy's Vocabulary.. It means Flirt@Fuck and Forget..

Being Single?? How it is like...heeeee...

Single? What is your comment on that status?

Yeapp...single...most of the girls who are in a relationship fear of that S word. Well, being single is not that bad. It is just another enchanting experience. Doesn't mean that u are single, mean u are nothing or unhappy. Being single mean u can do anything u want too without nobody stopping u. heeee..
It is kinda...emmm...should i call it FREEDOM?? Most cute guys are single. U wanna know why? it's because they can't decide who they wanted or mean that they just love the freedom that they got. Being in relationship, mean RULES, RULES, RULES.. Ya. RULES.. They are lot of rules when u are in a relationship. I know i might sound wrong but believe me.. I've experienced it in my previous relationship. U can't do this, u can do that..bla..bla.bla.. CRAPS!!! hahahaha.. U are not married yet...but what with that RULES?? Do we have too? nonsense..
Being single is not that bad. It is fun. U are allow to see hot guys without no one stopping u. U can go wherever u want. U can go out till the morning dawn. U can stay out wherever u wanted too. U can go out with who ever without no one being jealous... Don't worry when u are single.. being single doesn't mean that the world has come to it's end..hehehehe..
It is the start of a new journey. hehehe.. just forget about ur exes...thy are just ur past. get rid of the memories that u once had together. Start a new memory being single without a partner. Being single mean u will spend more time with family and friends. Before this, u spent most of the time with ur bf/gf. Now u can spend more days with ur FnF..hehehehe... spending time with family is more precious than anyone else in this world. ..

I'm living my single life with lots of fun and excitements..!! AHAKS!!

Friday, February 19, 2010

tHe Message that i got from my girl...

I am supposed to pick 12 women (or more) who have touched my life and who I think might participate. I think that if this group of women were ever to be in a room together, there is nothing that would be impossible. I hope I chose the right twelve. May my hugs, love, gestures and communications remind you how special you are. Please send this back to me...Remember to make a wish before you read the quotation. That's all you have to do. There is nothing attached. Just send this to twelve women and let me know what happens on the fourth day. Try not to break this, please. Did you make a wish yet? If you don't make a wish, it won't come true...This is your last chance to make a wish!...Quotation: ''May today there be peace within. May you trust that you are exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith in yourself and others...May you use the gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be content with yourself just the way you are.. Let this knowledge settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and every one of us.''
'Now, send this to 12 women (or more) you can copy & paste, within the next 5 minutes...And remember to send this back. I count as'll see why'


i just don't know what happened to me lately.. life getting suck day by day.. n i don't know what should i do.. i just got so screw up and it's driving me crazy..
i want my old life back.. i want to be the girl that laugh and smile all the time but not the one that fake a smile likes now... is getting harder day by day...i just can't deal with it anymore. i wish i can make it easy and be happy all the time. i look happy but deep inside i'm bleeding. i'm hurt inside, but no one seem to know or do they care bout me???? i wish life isn't this hard.. i want a happy life but not the fake one...i want REAL HAPPY life...god...just help me to deal with this.. there are so many problems come to me recently. FAMILY, FRIENDS, LOVE ONE and suck!!!!
I'm jealous with my friends when they seem to be happy with their life..just help me to deal with this.. help me God...huhuhuhu...i want my life...a happy life...

Friday, February 5, 2010

Breaking A Girl's Heart

Boy, before you do this to a girl..Please take note that : 

1. Girl are HUMAN BEING.. 
~ They deserve to be treat nice.
2. Girl has feeling. 
~ Girl's feeling are mostly fragile. They may look strong but they are hurt badly inside.
3. Girl sincerely loves their man.
~ Once a girl love her man, she will loves him with all her heart.
4. Girl never forget the "IMPORTANT DATE" in their life.
~ They always remember the important dates such as their BF's birthday, anniversary day, valentine day n etc..
5. Girl do their best.
~ Girl will do their very best to make their man happy always.
6. Girl usually takes the blame.
~ They will take the blame even though it is not their fault because of their love toward their BF.
** BF just know how to blame their GF.
7. Girl cry when they really hurt.
~ Some boys might said that girls are DRAMA QUEEN by doing that "crocodile tear's". FYI, we are not!!
8. Girl has dignity and self-respect.
~  We respect ourselves and we do take good care of ourselves without depending on others.
9. Girl always be patient no matter in what circumstances.
~ Keep our head on the game is what we do, we never give up or lose patient in what we wanted.
10. Girls are SPECIAL.
~ We are special in every way. No matter what color-skin, height, weight, race or believe, we are special. We are special in our very own way. 

So, relationship can bring both great joy and great sorrow to one's life, but therefore we strive only for a better relationship.