the sewer system :P

Thursday, December 15, 2011

C21 - You are stuck in my heart

You are stuck in my heart...
Likes counting a million stars...
for any reason, you are always in my heart..:)

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Play - I must not chase the boys (with lyrics)

Won't someone tell me what is happening to me
Why am I so misunderstood
Why can't they see
Now I'm caught between the devil and the angel
That I used to be

They say I'll understand it all in good time
But age ain't nothin' but a number in my mind
Goin' crazy with this push me pull me
Caught between wrong and right

I wanna give in to the woman in me
I wanna be someone they don't want me to be
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase the boys

I started writing down my deepest secrets
Seven days a week of truth and fantasy
Got the feelin' that the way my life is
Got to be prepared for changes

Won't someone tell me what is happening to me
Why am I so misunderstood
Why can't they see?
Now I'm caught between the devil and the angel
That I used to be

I wanna give in to the woman in me
I wanna be someone they don't want me to be
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase

I wanna go left but they tell me go right
Don't wanna be the little girl they kissin' goodnight
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase

They can try to make me write a thousand lines
But that won't ever change the way I feel inside
They've got their opinions but I just don't care
Cause that's not what I wanna hear

I, I must, I must not chase the boys
I, I must, I must not chase the boys
I must, I must, I must not.. .chase.. the boys

I wanna give in to the woman in me
I wanna be someone they don't want me to be
The moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase

I wanna go left but they tell me go right
don't wanna be the little girl they kissin' goodnight
the moral of the story is I got no choice
I must not chase... the boys..!!!

Lillix- Tomorrow lyrics

tomorrow just another day to spend my day..:(

Sunday, October 23, 2011

boys will always be boys...
just have to forget it and smile! :)

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Kim Hee Chul..:)

Today..1st September 2011, HeeChul is going for his military training camp in Non San for a four-weeks basic training, before going on to serve the remainder of his 23-months stint in the military service as a public personnel member.

the first day i heard about his enlistment, it makes my heart breaks into pieces..I really wanna scream out to him and make it stop..but i know that i couldn't do that. I should have understand why he made that decision and most of all, be a supportive fan. Hee Chul said to his fans, via Gyumate : " Why are you being so is not that i am going to die.." He is always with his sense of humors.. His bubbly personality, full of surprises and most of all, he never fail to make his fans smile and laugh.. I gonna miss that..!

I know it is hard for the ELF's out there but we just have to be happy and support his decision. We should have proud of what he decided to do. The fact that he is never growing up, is the  Peter Pan's complex. I'm proud that Heenim did a right choice to serve his country as a responsible and good citizen. I know he is the playful type and full of unexpected things but deep inside he is a good brother to all the members of SJ. Heenim always be the colors that spreads the beautiful sparkles in the Kpop's world.

I promise that i will always support and wait for your comeback.. KIM HEE CHUL...HWAITING!

Friday, August 19, 2011

i did it again!! oppsss...

OMG! i still can't feel my own heartbeat coz it beat as fast as the speed of light! damn! i'm falling in love again! i just can't help myself anymore from cheating.i need to spit it out now...
"Mac..i'm so sorry baby, i fall in love with him..."

i really fall for him..!!!!

this guy kills me with his sparkling eyes! his voice makes u feel fly up high in the sky..his tall and broad chest makes you wanna rip off his clothes away..his smile melt every girls in the world..he really makes every girls scream out loud.!

aa...i just can't help myself from falling in love deeply, madly n truly with him....aaaaa!!

i finally found someone likes you...u are my other half!

i HEART you so much as i LOVE my Mac!

i know it's wrong to have this kind of feeling..n cheating on Mac..but i can't help it anymore..!

dear mac, i'm so sorry..i've told you that i have a huge crush on this guy..n i hope u understand me!

P/S~ wanna know what makes he's super duper attractive to me??
COME N HAVE A LOOK at his pictures...

SEE?? i told ya...he's super duper hot!!

heee..of coz u might recognize him..
yup...he is!
he is a singer, an actor and a great performer from South Korea!
the leader of my favourite band..CN BLUE.!
Jung Yong Hwa of coz!!

i just love him..he is multi-talented n super duper hotness!!

well Mac dear, you don't have to worry coz i just fall in love with a superstar! :D

the best looking "SINGLE-EYELID" guy!!
The HOTTEST Ever Living Man-Kind! :D

you surely kill yourself after hearing this!! 

Saturday, August 6, 2011

2013 seems to be more indoor than outdoor or nightlife..:P
no longer spent my time loitering around in town after class...nowadays...this year, i seem to stay indoor more than wasting my time...exceptional for Saturday n Sunday!

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

they ain't just a pretty face.

recently i've been listening to this band from Korea.. they are extraordinary!i give them 5/5 for their 2011 come back!!

CNBLUE, are a South Korean rock band formed in Seoul in 2009. The band consists of Jung Yong Hwa (lead vocals, rhythm guitar), Lee Jong Hyun (lead guitar, vocals), Lee Jung Shin (bass guitar, vocals) and Kang Min Hyuk (drums, vocals).

CN is an abbreviation of ‘Code Name’ while BLUE is an abbreviation of the members’ individual images.

B : Burning ~ Jong Hyun
L : Lovely ~ Min Hyuk
U : Untouchable ~ Jung Shin
E : Emotional ~ Yong Hwa

What i love about them is not just their pretty face..but the way they go to success. They started as an indie band.. Japan is their first destination for their first street performance. I just wonder why they didn't start in their own Korea. Their talent is so ONE In A Million.. They can sing, they can play instruments, they can MC-ing, they write n compose song n they surely can act.! 

A lil bit about their stuffs :

They began to do street performance n live club in mid of June 2009. They formally debuted in August 19, 2009 as an indie band, Now Or Never. It was completely fully recorded in English but failed to chart on Japanese's music chart. Then they came out with Voice in November 2009 and stayed in the Oricon for two weeks. It is also recorded in English and some Japanese..
Their former bassist, Kwang Jin left the group in late September and replaced by Lee Jungshin.

In January, FNC Music unveiled new teaser pictures for CN Blue's debut in South Korea. Bluetory was released on January 14, 2010. Their hits single I'm A Loner really gives the Korean CN Blue's fever.
In March, the band started preparations for their first full length album ThankU. It was released on March 20, 2010.
Released their next promotional single, "Love Light" (Korean: 사랑 빛), on May 10, 2010.

On January 9 2011, they released their 3rd Japanese single, Re-maintenance.
CN BLUE made a come back in March 2011, First Step! Their latest promotional hits : Intuition & of coz LOVE GIRL.:) 

enough about let's talk about their members...:P



Jung Yong Hwa 
(정용화) (ジョン・ヨンファ鄭容和)
Date of birth : 22 June 1989
Main Vocalist, Main Rapper & Rhythm Guitarist
Height: 180 cm
Weight: 63 kg
Blood Type: A
Attraction: Side teeth
Specialty: Clarinet, Beatbox
Hobbies: Listening to music, piano
TV Series: You’re Beautiful (SBS, 2009), You've Fallen For Me ( MBC 2011 )
 Variety Show " We Got Married "

Jong Hyun

Lead Guitarist!

Lee Jong Hyun

(이종현) (イ・ジョンヒョン李宗泫)

Position: Guitarist, Vocalist

Date of Birth: May 15, 1990

Height: 182 cm

Weight: 64kg

Blood Type: O

Hobby: Appreciating music

 & exercising

Specialty: Judo

Attraction: Chic smile

Movie : Acoustic 

Min Hyuk

Kang Min Hyuk

(강민혁) (カン・ミンヒョク姜敏赫)

Position: Drummer

Date of Birth: June 28, 1991 
Height: 184 cm
Weight: 60kg

Blood Type: A

Hobby: Soccer, basketball

Specialty: Flute

Attraction: Smiling eyes

Drama & Movie : "It's Okay, Daddy's Girl",

movie "Acoustic", Orange Caramel's Magic Girl Music Video &

MBC drama "Heartstrings (TV series)".

Jung Shin


Lee Jung Shin

 (이정신) (イ・ジョンシン李正信)

Position: Bassist, Rapper

Date of Birth: September 15, 1991

Height: 186 cm

Weight: 66kg

Blood Type: A

Hobby: Appreciating music

Specialty: Rap, Bass

Attraction: Eyes @ The Tallest!

Acted in 4Minute's Heart to Heart Music Video.

psttt...mostly idols in Korea don't speak or sing in English, but CN BLUE do write, compose, sing and even speak in English with their international fans. Their English accent wasn't that bad! 


1.Now Or Never 


3. Bluetory

4. Thank U

5. Bluelove

6. First Step

7. First Step+ Thank U

they ain't just pretty face but they are absolutely talented n B.L.U.E.! :)

I Love This Song The Most :


Tuesday, June 7, 2011

I can learn..just don't look down on me..

i'm not a good cook but i can cook n i'm willing to learn...

chicken curry? Check! pork with black soy- sauce? Check! fried baby-kailan? Check! mixed vegetables? ABC! CHECK!

i admit that i don't really cook at home..but doesn't mean that i don't know what is spatula..what is a wok...

house chores? ok..i love to do the dishes but hate the sweeping part..i like the laundry but not folding that basket full of clothes...
but, what important is, i know to do all of that. i know what is a broom, what it use to do the laundry, use the detergent instead of your shower gel..? some girl, i don't mean to be rude, some of them just do not know how to wash their own dirty smelly underwear..yucks! it does happened, to those girl who use to depend on their maid or WASHING MACHINE.  

Luckily mummy taught me how to do the house works even we got our own maid when me & brenda were
still kiddos..

some judged me coz of my face..they assume that me..the girl with this face, this attitude, know nothing about HOUSEWORKS or COOKING! they think that these beautiful nails and smooth hands never do dishes..
WRONG! totally wrong, my nails are beautiful coz i'm used to DIY manicure & pedicure, smooth hands? these many beauties BUY LO!

"baby? babies's poo?kids?" that is just a common thing in my life.
i'm a preschool teacher's, bulak la aku enti nda nemu pasal nembiak..! i'm teaching 20 little kids aged 5&6 now..different behaviors, different characters and naughtiness n not to forget madness.....but i managed to keep the lesson under my own control. 
I also have lil kid at own sister, Audrey.she is 7 years old. since she was born, i helped mummy to change her diaper even though i hate that poo's smell, but since then, i'm just so used to it. Giving her bath, feeding her and also making her to bed. As the eldest, i do it most of the time coz we are no longer having a maid by the time she born. i helped mummy to send her to the baby-sitter's place and fetching her back too. 
Now, she is no longer a baby, but i have another two new babies in the house, Oswald & Rindy. these are my babies cuzzies..lend my hands to baby-sit them sometimes. babies are so adorable n funny!

Still think "this face" don't even know how to do the house chores??
Dare me..i will take that challenge with arms wide open...:D

I can be a good-housewife...! i'll PROVE IT!!

Monday, June 6, 2011

Lawas Again..:)

My second visit to Lawas...
Booked my air ticket...very-very last minutes..31st May..puhhh...quite expensive but luckily Mac's paid for it..hehe..
3rd June, reached Lawas at 8.30a.m. 
his mum fetched me from the airport and we headed for Lawas Special Kolo Mee..nyum2..breakfast on her..Thank's auntie..hehe..
10.30a.m, went to his cousin's house to help them with the wedding preparation..** tolong0tolong mana pandai buat keja kawen2 ni..hehehe,,psttt**
Afternoon, he finished his morning shift..after 2 months, he looks much fairer than me! boyfriend is so AMOI!
Grabbed some quick lunch and headed to town with him. Jalan-jalan cari makan..:D
Night, we went to his cousin's place again. This time, we helped them with the door-gifts. Even though i feel a lil bit tired and sleepy due to lack of rest since my PL n Gawai's open house but i managed to help to pack the door gifts..hehe

4th June, his cousin's wedding.. Lumut SIB Church's. 
my first time attending a Lun Bawang's wedding. Slightly different from a Bidayuh's wedding.
but too bad, i forgot to bring my camera along...:(
Afternoon, the wedding reception, held at the bride's house. EAT! :P
end of a  busy day, off to get some snooze..:)
suddenly woke up and i'm craving for SUGARBUN! 
Boo...Boo...i want Sugarbun...come...have dinner...!! :P
Mac : OK!
i'm happy and full! mission accomplished.! 
then, we went to one of the newest night spot among the youngster, where the people in Lawas named it Times Square. chit chat and snap2..hehe..:D
2a.m. Home & SLEEP!

5th June, Sunday Morning. B..wake up!! wake up...go to church..wake up dear...and yet, he is still snoring..! buang karan saja bangunkan manusia ni.
Auntie : Gaing wake up already girl?
Me : Nop..he refused to open his eyes..
Auntie : hissss...this boy!
me : *laugh..:D*
Auntie went to the room to wake Mac from his sleep.. "Gaing...bla..bla..bla.."
Membebel sudah mama B ni..hehe..serve you right B, i wake u up, u refused to wake up. Now, mama wake u up with her Sunday preach! haha
Had breakfast and off to church. 
Got home n packed all my stuffs..time to go home..SAD! huhu..
Had lunch with him n his family..
Finished my lunch then, it's time to say GOODBYE..
Flight MH3413 Twin Otter Harviland, 1.45p.m LAWAS-MIRI.

Gonna miss my Mac so much...and thank's for the awesome weekend sayang! I LOVE YOU.