the sewer system :P

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

10 Things I Want For Christmas.

Christmas? HOHOHO.. xDD
Christmas is just around the corner..hahaha..can't wait for Christmas. ** in the mood for Christmas d..hehehe**
Ok..
Christmas @ " Gift-Giving" festive season.
For this coming Christmas, there are 10 things that i wanted. ** actually it is more than 10..but due to some reasons, i cut off the list**

10 Things For Christmas.

1. A new pair of gladiator wedges.



2. LBD ** Little Black Dress. 



3. Latest plus-size handbag.



4. A pair of flip-flop.



5. M.A.C . Concealer 





6. Skinny Jeans



7. Apple Pie



8. A cardigan.



9. A Tartan Scarf

10. My boyfriend..hehehe..






These are the things..** or person** that i want for my 2009 Christmas. But most of all, i wanna spend my Christmas with my boyfriend, buddies and my beloved family..Muahx!!


MERRY CHRISTMAS...HO..HO..HO..!!

Little Black Dress




Little Black Dress or LBD.. Most of the girls will cry their heart out just to get a LBD for themselves. even i myself will do the same thing too. hehehehe... I really in love with LBD..huhuhu.. Right now i'm collecting LBD in my closet. For me LBD is evergreen. It will never out-dated with the time. This is so EVERGREEN. Right now, i think i got 5 o 6 different styles of LBD in my closet. From bareback to gothic style. I'm planning to buy myself a new LBD for this coming festive season. One just caught my eyesight a moment ago while i window shopping with my buddy.. VOIR spaghetti strap LBD..huhuhu.. Wait till my allowance comes out, then i'll rush up to that boutique and get that LBD before it sold out. It is worthy for me even the price tag is RM 150. hehehe.. I'll do anything just to get that LBD. ** Even thinking of robbing that boutique, in order just to get that LBD. ** hahahaha...


Little Black Dress 
** That caught my eyes..**



This LBD absolutely HOT!! I rather cry a week begging money from my mum just to buy this...LOL..
p/s Actually i got one white dress that look-alike with the LBD at the left side.

http://flirtskirt.com/category/beauty-trends




This is SUPER-SEXY!! 

http://intheircloset.com/category/celebrities/charlize-theron/




This kinda look likes the LBD that i saw at the mall this evening. SIMPLE but ELEGANT.

http://www.cablecarcouture.com/in-search-of-the-perfect-little-black-dress/








Oh!! Sexy-Back..hehehe

http://peoniescouture.com/about/what/




Simple yet trendy.

http://www.irenelim.com/fashion/2009/09/17/elegant-black-dress-with-belt/




Unique and Classy.

http://shop.sundaybestonline.co.uk/unique-boutique-black-victoria-beckham-dress-was-%C3%82%C2%A3135-p-1409.html


LBD..LBD...hehehehe..How i wish i have my own designer to design my own LBD.. hemm...<3







Me in LBD..Bareback LBD..I paired it with a pair of Black Gladiator Flat. Look cute huh? hehehe.. A gladiator flat just to add some detail to a simple LBD..Matched!! LOL..







Church to Club...

Oh how i wish i can remember my old blog password...huh..damn it...i recently forgetting everything..am i that busy? duhh...i just got myself into trouble recently...huhuhu.. It all started on one not very fine day..that 20th November...huhuhu.. 
Its begin when i arrived at the Kuching airport that evening. My flight was delayed for an hour. hemm..so i just loitering around without knowing what to do. Then i transit in Bintulu airport for about 45 minutes..huhuhuhu..and the flight was...SUCK!!! I hate flying when it's raining..huhuhu..Scared that it might crash and burn..huhuhuhu..Then i arrived in Miri around 7.30pm and i had Starbucks for my dinner while waiting for my buddy to pick me. So i guess you guys know where i'm heading to and from right..?? From Kuching to Miri duhh...Then my buddy came and we headed to Canada Hill church in Miri. She got Youth Ministry that night. So i just followed her. Then, i got a called from my other friend, so i decided to followed him go mamam.. I'm still starving and boring too ma...Then after we ate our dinner, the both of us meet up with some of my friends in Victoria Club, Eastwood..That night was my friend's birthday..BLA>>BLA>>>Couples of drinks and chit chat and tipsy-tipsy, and it was almost the end of the night life...Jeng..Jeng..Jeng.. We were about to leave the club, then suddenly one of my friend got stopped by a group of unknown guys. OMG!! U know what happened? These guys chased us. They chased us just because of...** Some stupid misunderstanding.**...OH shit..huhuhuhu...First and the last ** I hope so ** I been chased by a group of mad man... Adrenaline really help us out this time. Thank's Adrenaline..** As if it is a human..hehehe..** The level of adrenaline really rise up just likes the mercury in a thermometer rising up so high till the thermometer burst..BLURRPPP!!! It was just likes experienced being chased by ZOMBIES..** that's what my friend Av said...** Hollywood film..hahaha.. While doing my escape from the zombies, i suddenly drop my Nokia Super Nova 7610 Slide..huhuhu..and yet it is purple in color..huhuhuhu...That was the most regretting thing that i've done ....huhuhu.. Till now i cried in my heart and hoping that i can turn back time...If only i don't go to Victoria and just spending my time in church, it would not be like this....huhuhuhu...
Haiz...the morale of the story, never go to the club when you already in the church....

Friday, December 4, 2009

Now You Know









Have you ever thought of flirting? Flirting is fun and healthy social lifestyle. It is a way to express yourself to others and let them know that you adore them. It shows that your confident in showing or expressing yourself. Even though it is an overall harmless behavior, flirtation are actually causing you trouble when it's come to relationship. Hehehe...
It is offensive and often cause jealousy among couples. It is also a disrespectful behavior.
There is a way you can handle flirtation without ending up your relationship. We all want to be special and be the only one that our lover love or have eyes for. Our partner have the right to see or explore whatever or whoever that revolves around them. Just don't act like you are trying to lock your partner or forbid them to socialize. This will lead them becoming more and more..**flirting as if they are single** . It is important to know each other well before you can start an official relationship with your partner. 






It would be best to get in touch with your own 


self-confidence to prevent insecurity, and 


learn to accept your partners personality. 


Flirting is just a part of the personality, So if it 


is bothering you, the best way is you should 


just keep in your mind that your partner is not 


necessary attracted to the person that they 


are flirting with or just keep yourself free 


without thinking of getting jealous. What i 


mean is " Just Chill.."


Being attracted to others could mean that your 


lover is simply acknowledging the good looks 


that another person carries and stops it at that 


point. Attraction does not always create a 


temptation to cheat and you should allow your 


security to grow on this fact.







I hate this feeling...









You feeling down? You feel that you are alone? You feel sad? Everyone that you met in your daily life do get upset or feeling down once in a while or pretty often. Most of the teenagers go through sad period once a month or very often.

Sadness is a feeling that everyone get through. It is one of the normal human emotions or moods.It is the emotion that happen when we lost something important, being disappointed, left behind, or when something sad had happened to them. People often get sad when they feeling lonely.

The world seem to be dark, lonely and cruel when you feeling sad. You feel that you have nothing to move forward. This emotion may crush your normal good mood and make you feel sad and sometimes angry. It happened all the times to me.
Sadness made you feel want to cry and being alone. You might want to be all alone during that period. You also might want someone to comfort you and make you feel better. It feel that a heavy things is being lift up from your shoulders when someone comfort you. A company is important when you get through a sad period. We usually talk about what has made us feel sad and this will help to ease your sadness away.

Feeling sad once a while is natural in our life. Feeling sad all the times will somehow effect your daily course. There a lot of reason why this sadness can effect our life without us knowing it. It can totally changed our personality from someone cheerful into someone grumpy and sensitive.
Feeling sad is not normal when it effect your daily life. It is hard to enjoy good things in your life when you feel sad. This will lead to depression in our life.


The sign of depression.

~ feeling numb
~ guilty or worthless
~ feeling hopeless ( like there is nothing to look forward )
~ thinking and talking about death or commit suicide
~ crying a lot without reason
~ feeling lonely or unloved
~ having troubled to mix up with peers and get irritable all the times
~having trouble to focus on your daily course
~ eat less and sleep more
~ talking alone
~ love being in a quiet and alone.
~ headache and sometimes stomachache or chest pain ( ** kinda sound funny with the stomachache right but it's true. )

It is very important for us who have depression to get help.
Depression can leads to death. Whether commit suicide or fatal accident.
When they do, they will recover so soon.

If you think you have depression or you just have 
sadness that simply will not go away, it is important 
to talk to an adult about it: a parent, relative, 
doctor, teacher, guidance counselor, coach, or close 
adult friend. This person can help you find the right 
type of treatment. Many cities also have mental 
health hotlines or suicide hotlines that are listed in 
the phone book. There is always somebody to talk 
to when you are sad or if you are depressed — ** 
Somebody who can help.






Sunday, October 4, 2009

Heal yourself...For girls...



Breaking up is not easy. Especially if you have to stop seeing someone who you really like and care about. Losing a love one inevitably breaks one's heart and learning how to heal that broken heart is very important to our emotional health and to our ability to return to enjoying dating life promptly.
We often have no choice but never see each other again, and therefore it’s worth knowing how to get over those break ups and continue moving forward with our lives with the right mindset.
1. Please avoid yourself from putting on hope that you and your partner will be back again. If you want to forget him, just please don't hope for that such thing.. This only will make you more and more pathetic and become sad. Just remember that he dumped you because he is a jerk. So it is not worthy for you to go for him again.
2. Try not to be the " TYPICAL GIRL ".. Typical girl usually thinking of their ex-boyfriend the whole time after broke up. This only can cause you become more emotional and sad. So just try not to think about him. Make yourself busy by doing your work in the office, hang out with your friends, go for spa treatment ( pampering yourself ) or go for sport/game such as tennis and bowling. ** You surely miss him and can't stop thinking of him but that is only for a few weeks only. Then you surely start to forget him.
3. Don't bug him after broke up. This will make him feel that you are such a lame girl. Don't drop your dignity just because of him. Try not to text or call him for a while. Give him time to miss you. Let time pass for a while. Guys will miss the girl that they ever loved. You have to give him time to miss you.
4 . It is time to learn to forgive and forget. Forgive him with all your heart even you know he once hurt you emotionally. Forgive all his fault and how hurt it is when he left you. But you must forgive yourself too. Don't blame yourself for all the BREAK UP thing..It is fated by God.. so you have to accept it. Forget all the memories that you once had. Well, maybe you can keep some of it but please forget the memories that might make you feel sad again. You surely don't want to feel bad and sad anymore. Just try to forgive and forget. Remember, no grudge among each other. Remain friend is what you should be.

Breaking up is not an easy process. But it is actually a process that make you matured without you realised it. I know it is hard to get through break up. But try not to be a typical girl. Try to make your self stand and voice out all your feeling without feeling sad. Remember, you are a WINNER and he is a LOSER..