emmm...i guess the world is not that cruel....i'm happy..i'm still alive..actually i'm quite worry..there is something in my right's boob...i just don't dare to go on for a check up..i'm too scare..it started since July 2011...my gfs told me to go for a check up..but hell yeah..i'm so freakin out..i'm to scare to step into those hospitals nor clinics..i just hope it is not...you know what i mean right...pray that i have the courage to go on a check up n pay it is just a normal lump...:) Amen..God bless everyone..