Being loved by someone you love is a bless but being in love with someone who don’t love you back is pathetic.

Where can I run n hide? Where can I go?

Can you love me? Can I be yours?

How pathetic is that..To ask someone that u love to love u back.

A cruel world to me..sometimes I blame myself for falling in love.. I should have been more heartless. Likes what Ian’s told me. Harden your heart as hard as the rock..

Yes..Ian..it is easy to be said but not to be done. Especially when u were in a relationship for the past 5 years. The feeling of needing and wanted to be love is always there with me.

They say u can’t break heart that are already broken..wrong…you can..the broken pieces will turn to ashes n dusts..

This thing is really stress me out. I told myself that I won’t miss you but I remember what it’s feel right beside you.

Maybe this is the price that I got for all the sins that I’ve made before. I really need courage n strength to get through all the tests that u have given up to me. I try not to cry but how long could i stand?

I gonna live my life no matter what happen..even when I really want stop hoping..stop trying.. No matter how hard I try..how hard I hope..how hard I pray..life never that easy to me. God just send me your blessing n help me to be strong. Help me in my mission to have a better life. I know that everything happened for reason. I accept it if he is not meant for me even I really wish that I could be with him.

God bless him for who he is. He will always be my piggy. I will always remember all the good things n happy moments that we had.

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