Now you just somebody..that i used to know....

i used to know this person...
the person that i first saw in the church...
knowing nothing about him...
but
somehow fate played a twist on us...
i just known him for his name...
never talk..
few years later...
not knowing will meet him..
he came..
for the first time we ever talked..
sitting down face to face...talking to each other in an awkward way...
not knowing what to say...watching the ground n sky was a good idea to do at time..
fast forward...we had a thing between us after the awkward night we had...thought it would end n the story be gone as the day passed-by...
the feeling both can't denied..end up killing one heart...
first thought it was for the sake of being flirty n fun...but it ended up being serious...
it is no fun at all...knowing he is not yours coz u just can't have it..
the story stop in July...did the best i could to go with the flow..what is left behind should remains there..just buried away with the past..
then...the memory came n haunt u..
denying it really kills you..
thing got complicated once confession were made...hopes n dreams you gave...
i caught in the middle..should i go, should i let go...its hard to deny...
stucked in hopes n reality...
reality really kills you...
hope lost to reality...
the truth finally out...
i can't fight reality...
my hope remain hope...
tears...misery..broken hearted...
i let go...i lost to reality...
reality won again...twice...
i guess hope never will be reality...
reality really bite...
its does...its hurt! :'(
now...
you just somebody that i used to know...