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      (L) Before & After (R)

Waiting for the end... LINKIN PARK...I just love this song..

Lyrics :

This is not the end 
This is not the beginning, 
Just a voice like a riot 
Rocking every revision 
But you listen to the tone 
And the violet rhythm 
Though the words sound steady 
Something empty's within 'em 

We say Yeah! 
With fists flying up in the air 
Like we're holding onto something 
Thats invisible there, 
Cuz we're living at the mercy of 
The pain and the fear 
Until we dead it, Forget it, 
Let it all disappear. 

Waiting for the end to come 
Wishing I had strength to stand 
This is not what I had planned 
It's out of my control.... 

Flying at the speed of light 
Thoughts we're spinning in my head 
So many things were left unsaid 
It's hard to let you go... 

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on, 
I know how it feels to lie, 
All I wanna do 
Is trade this life for something new 
Holding on to what I haven't got 

Sitting in an empty room 
Trying to forget the past 
This was never meant to last, 
I wish it wasn't so... 

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on, 

I know how it feels to lie, 
All I wanna do 
Is trade this life for something new 
Holding on to what I haven't got 

What was left when that fire was gone? 
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong 
All caught up in the eye of the storm 
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on 
And i don't even know what kind of things I've said 
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead 
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin? 
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!! 

All I wanna do 
Is trade this life for something new 
Holding on to what i haven't got... 

This is not the end 
This is not the beginning, 
Just a voice like a riot 
Rocking every revision 
But you listen to the tone 
And the violet rhythm 
Though the words sound steady 
Something empty's within 'em 
(Holding on to what i haven't got) 

We say Yeah! 
With fists flying up in the air 
Like we're holding onto something 
Thats invisible there, 
Coz we're living at the mercy of 
The pain and th fear 
Until we dead it, Forget it, 
Let it all disappear 
(Holding on to what i haven't got!)

Waiting for the End (Official HD)

Lyrics :

This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em

We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
Thats invisible there,
Cuz we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear.

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control....

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts we're spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,

I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And i don't even know what kind of things I've said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!!

All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what i haven't got...

This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em
(Holding on to what i haven't got)

We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
Thats invisible there,
Coz we're living at the mercy of
The pain and th fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear
(Holding on to what i haven't got!)

Love Your Body. =)

This year...S to M/L...

you get what i mean?  yah..gained weight..

There is nothing worse that waking up in the morning and step up on the **magic weight-teller@ body scale** and puff..." I gained another 2 kilos..!!" fat days...bad hair-day is much better that fat days..It's really suck when you feeling pregnant when you are not..it's feel like there is a big piece of sky drops on your head and knock it hard...ARGGGHHHHH!!!

But...being fat or much better to be heard as CUTE@CHUBBY is not really a big deal at all.. yah..yet i feel sexy n great..hahaha..

from size S to size M n sometime L, from 27 to 29...how big is the different? Btw, it is just the differences of numbers n alphabets...

i'm not that fat just that i gained weight n i look much " CUTER " than my skinny meeny me ** back in 2009**..

a lot of friends said this to me 
" U look so HEALTHY or What happen to you? Why you look so chubby nowadays?? "..

my answer will always be a BIG SMILE on my face..=)

you might think that i sound a lil bit paranoid coz i'm saying myself CHUBBY..yah..it is true, everyone around me know how much i changed this year..i'm not afraid being called Chubby but not FATSO coz i'm not that BIG...hahaha...even thou i feel good but it's doesn't mean that i'm not aware of this. I do faced some normal problems due to my new size..i can't wear my favorite short pant, i can't really wear tight type of clothes** coz it will show off my bloated curve** and some of my outfits can't fit me. I know i can gain weight but i need to control n balance my diet strictly..that is why starting from...** i forget since when, but i just know that i need to slow down my MAN-EATER habit** i decided to stay balance and try to gain my ideal weight back..that is 46-48 kilograms.. 

gained weight is ok as long as you know your limits..

beautiful body is not all about being skinny n tall like the super-model. everyone can feel beautiful..

you can list out the things that you love about your body..such as you love your sexy legs or you just adore your luscious hair. the more you adore them, the more you feel confident of yourself..

just stay healthy, keep your diet balance and never feel UGLY or ASHAMED coz everyone deserved to be feel BEAUTIFUL..

psttt..:: now i'm 50kilos...from 54kilos to 50kilos in just a few weeks..hahaha...