This feeling is really confusing!
I love A a lot...but i stay with B coz of guilty n pity....i don't want to break his heart..he is an angel sent from heaven to help me..n yes i should treat n love him likes he does..but god..my heart is with someone else...the guy that once left me without words...the one that made me lost all my hopes.....

This feeling is really confusing!
I love A a lot...but i stay with B coz of guilty n pity....i don't want to break his heart..he is an angel sent from heaven to help me..n yes i should treat n love him likes he do..but god..my heart is with someone else...the guy that once left me without words...the one that made me lost all my hopes.....

2013.....

2013..it started with....i just can't describe.

part of me wanting u so bad but part of me feeling guilty towards him. he is the nicest person ever.
being with me when i was dying from missing you. saved me from the misery u left me.
do i feel guilty? or do i love him?
but yes..i couldn't cheat myself. i do still love you..i always love you from the beginning till the day u walk out of my life...then he came and helped me to forget u...* just for a while* u came again..n yes..i just can't help myself from falling into deep to you...
how am i to confront him when it is clearly i'm still in love with u...
Oh God..help me to face this...i am feeling guilty towards him...yes i do fall in love with him once but now i have doubt on my feeling..is it for real or for the sake of forgetting him......
It's complicated now....