1St March 2014

Everything went well. Thanks to God Almighty for all the good things in February n of coz during the preparation for my E-day.

I just feel so GLAD & RELIEVED. Finally all the stress and chaos for the preparation is OVER. Goshh..no one know how hard it was to prepare everything by yourself with all the veto's power telling you to do this and that...geezzz...i survived the two months! When everything is done..no one can say No but to be happy and enjoy the celebration!

Thanks to Michael for the loves and supports! Mummy daddy n family thank you! :)

OFFICIALLY ENGAGED! Soon to be..Mr&Mrs Michael Tirasag Andrew Alek. :))

Thank you girlfriends for being there with me always! 

The dowry from Michael's side. :)

 *Pic repost from my sis's instagram.

 My engagement gift from Michael's mum. :)




.

yeayyy!! I'm getting engage!
aww..no one know how blessed i am.
thank you God for the best that u've sent me
I never thought that i will meet the right guy..but God leads me the way to the most awkward, funniest and the most kind guy i ever meet my entire life..maybe he is not a romantic person but yes he is too kind and to loveable.
i couldn't resist to not to love him more.
well...i am happy now! :)

LBD

You can call me old fashioned but thing is..i always into black..hee..black gives me confident..courage n of coz..sexy!
This gawai everything is in black n white...most of all it is dominated by Black! Bestie n boyfie all gave me black dress each for my birthday...x) grateful n overwhelmed!! ;D

Byung Hee Death!

My heart stopped for a moment..this was horrible. i cried because he died..

I cried and cried..till i can't cry anymore.

The moment i watched that scene...i was shocked and then my heart stopped for a while..

He was my favourite.. and he died.

I spent the rest of my day mourning the death of his character..

His personality really got me.

It was so fast.

The moment i started to love and enjoy his character, he died.

It really teach me a lot about friendship and pursuing the dream of someone you love.

The moment i started to love it...that's when the story end.. @TEARS@ :'( * Spoiler Alert!! *

Totally a heart-breaking episode..i never cry mourning for the death of a character this bad...oh my..lee ming ki...ur character Joo Byung Hee really caught my heart! 

shits do come again and again..

Life never been that easy for me..
All i want is just to be free from all those problems..
After one then came another new..
When can this be end?
Will it end when i die?
If only it is that easy to be dead just once..
To run away from all this.
 shit is never tired...they come and come..never ending story..
I know i might sound stupid or foolish..
But sometimes when things keep on falling apart..
You taught yourself to hang on and be strong..
But..
There is the day..the time when u feel wanna break apart and vanish from all of these.
Can you that?
Keep on questioning yourself how to break free from all of these..until the end of time.

Standing in the dark...

"Standing In The Dark" Lawson

Sitting here wide awake
Thinking about when I last saw you
I know you’re not far away
I close my eyes and I still see you
Lying here next to me
Wearing nothing but a smile

Gotta leave right away
Counting cracks along the pavement
To see you face to face
Thinking about the conversation
I know I’m not one to change
I’ve never wanted nothing more
But as I walk up to your door

I'm standing in the dark
She’s dancing on the table
I’m looking through the glass
She’s someone else’s angel
It may sound stupid that I'm wanting you back
But I'm wanting you back, girl
And now I’m standing in the dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark

All I want to do is hide
But I can’t stop myself from staring
Wishing his hands were mine
I can’t stop myself from caring
And as he turns down the lights
I’m feeling paralysed
And as he looks into her eyes
Yeah, alright

I'm standing in the dark
She’s dancing on the table
I’m looking through the glass
She’s someone else’s angel
It may sound stupid that I'm wanting you back
But I'm wanting you back, girl
And now I’m standing in the dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, ohh, oohh

I’m standing in the dark
I’m standing in the dark

I'm standing in the dark
She’s dancing on the table
I’m looking through the glass
She’s someone else’s angel
It may sound stupid that I'm wanting you back
But I'm wanting you back, girl
And now I’m standing in the dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark
She’s someone else’s angel
She’s someone else’s angel

Wanting someone else back may sound stupid but i know how it feels for those who wanting that.

But everything changing.. No used in wanting you back.

I just standing in my own path and start created my own journey without your shadow anymore because its really hurt haunting by your shadow..and i don't want that anymore...anymore..

in another life..we'll keep all our promises n us againts the world....