Byung Hee Death!

My heart stopped for a moment..this was horrible. i cried because he died..

I cried and cried..till i can't cry anymore.

The moment i watched that scene...i was shocked and then my heart stopped for a while..

He was my favourite.. and he died.

I spent the rest of my day mourning the death of his character..

His personality really got me.

It was so fast.

The moment i started to love and enjoy his character, he died.

It really teach me a lot about friendship and pursuing the dream of someone you love.

The moment i started to love it...that's when the story end.. @TEARS@ :'( * Spoiler Alert!! *

Totally a heart-breaking episode..i never cry mourning for the death of a character this bad...oh my..lee ming ki...ur character Joo Byung Hee really caught my heart! 

shits do come again and again..

Life never been that easy for me..
All i want is just to be free from all those problems..
After one then came another new..
When can this be end?
Will it end when i die?
If only it is that easy to be dead just once..
To run away from all this.
 shit is never tired...they come and come..never ending story..
I know i might sound stupid or foolish..
But sometimes when things keep on falling apart..
You taught yourself to hang on and be strong..
But..
There is the day..the time when u feel wanna break apart and vanish from all of these.
Can you that?
Keep on questioning yourself how to break free from all of these..until the end of time.

Standing in the dark...

"Standing In The Dark" Lawson

Sitting here wide awake
Thinking about when I last saw you
I know you’re not far away
I close my eyes and I still see you
Lying here next to me
Wearing nothing but a smile

Gotta leave right away
Counting cracks along the pavement
To see you face to face
Thinking about the conversation
I know I’m not one to change
I’ve never wanted nothing more
But as I walk up to your door

I'm standing in the dark
She’s dancing on the table
I’m looking through the glass
She’s someone else’s angel
It may sound stupid that I'm wanting you back
But I'm wanting you back, girl
And now I’m standing in the dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark

All I want to do is hide
But I can’t stop myself from staring
Wishing his hands were mine
I can’t stop myself from caring
And as he turns down the lights
I’m feeling paralysed
And as he looks into her eyes
Yeah, alright

I'm standing in the dark
She’s dancing on the table
I’m looking through the glass
She’s someone else’s angel
It may sound stupid that I'm wanting you back
But I'm wanting you back, girl
And now I’m standing in the dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, ohh, oohh

I’m standing in the dark
I’m standing in the dark

I'm standing in the dark
She’s dancing on the table
I’m looking through the glass
She’s someone else’s angel
It may sound stupid that I'm wanting you back
But I'm wanting you back, girl
And now I’m standing in the dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark
She’s someone else’s angel
She’s someone else’s angel

Wanting someone else back may sound stupid but i know how it feels for those who wanting that.

But everything changing.. No used in wanting you back.

I just standing in my own path and start created my own journey without your shadow anymore because its really hurt haunting by your shadow..and i don't want that anymore...anymore..

in another life..we'll keep all our promises n us againts the world....

First time saw this.....awwwww!!
never seen this before..
what it is? algae? worm? caterpillar?

it is a caterpillar...a rare one...
greenish with furry surface n of coz...amazing...how amazing the world is.. :)
i dont what the name is...so im going to call it greeny! xD

Now you just somebody..that i used to know....

i used to know this person...
the person that i first saw in the church...
knowing nothing about him...
but
somehow fate played a twist on us...
i just known him for his name...
never talk..
few years later...
not knowing will meet him..
he came..
for the first time we ever talked..
sitting down face to face...talking to each other in an awkward way...
not knowing what to say...watching the ground n sky was a good idea to do at time..
fast forward...we had a thing between us after the awkward night we had...thought it would end n the story be gone as the day passed-by...
the feeling both can't denied..end up killing one heart...
first thought it was for the sake of being flirty n fun...but it ended up being serious...
it is no fun at all...knowing he is not yours coz u just can't have it..
the story stop in July...did the best i could to go with the flow..what is left behind should remains there..just buried away with the past..
then...the memory came n haunt u..
denying it really kills you..
thing got complicated once confession were made...hopes n dreams you gave...
i caught in the middle..should i go, should i let go...its hard to deny...
stucked in hopes n reality...
reality really kills you...
hope lost to reality...
the truth finally out...
i can't fight reality...
my hope remain hope...
tears...misery..broken hearted...
i let go...i lost to reality...
reality won again...twice...
i guess hope never will be reality...
reality really bite...
its does...its hurt! :'(
now...
you just somebody that i used to know...

i cannot stop my tears...it really hurt....fall out of heaven twice..it really hurt!