The day i go Violet!

2013...20th February..
Goin purple..i never thought of that before..ever! As i got back from school that day..an idea came to me... Lets go to the saloon..i really need a head massage!
I had a rough week!
Randomly i told the shampoo girl i want a new colour.. n then a crazy thought came in..what if i go purple or red? will that be so obvious? duhh...so instead of going for the normal one.. i chosed violet!
Mummy was a bit...well u know what the reaction for every mother if their daughter got a tattoo or nipple piercing. xD
Seriously im lovin it...new hair new colour..i feel brand new!
Well..i know i have gone too far but sometimes, rules are meant to be broken..sometimes! :P

                                        Day 2 :

a few minutes after came out of the saloon.. :

Day 1 :

A bite of life.

I know...n i always know...u never change..giving me false hope.. N im just a fool that still waiting n always waiting....

Ouch!

What kids fear the most? Away from their teddy? Being alone?
As for me...i hate the dentist..coz that is what i fear the most..ever!
But i guess kids nowadays are braver than me...
Gosh...the dental nurse came to visit our class last Monday..n i told my kids that nothing to fear of...
How i wish i can tell myself this when i was a lil kids...
The kids seem to be excited n anxious! They seem to be happy to meet up with the dental nurse...pheww..that was *ok..i feel glad* At least no one is crying...
The kids seem to enjoy the session with the dental.nurse...n of coz...i am.happy too! :)

an apple a day keeps the dentist away..:)

y cant i love those who really love me...y do i love you more than him even i know it is wrong...gosh...i hate it when you came back again..u made me love u more n more even im trying hard to forget u...

This feeling is really confusing!
I love A a lot...but i stay with B coz of guilty n pity....i don't want to break his heart..he is an angel sent from heaven to help me..n yes i should treat n love him likes he does..but god..my heart is with someone else...the guy that once left me without words...the one that made me lost all my hopes.....

This feeling is really confusing!
I love A a lot...but i stay with B coz of guilty n pity....i don't want to break his heart..he is an angel sent from heaven to help me..n yes i should treat n love him likes he do..but god..my heart is with someone else...the guy that once left me without words...the one that made me lost all my hopes.....

2013.....

2013..it started with....i just can't describe.

part of me wanting u so bad but part of me feeling guilty towards him. he is the nicest person ever.
being with me when i was dying from missing you. saved me from the misery u left me.
do i feel guilty? or do i love him?
but yes..i couldn't cheat myself. i do still love you..i always love you from the beginning till the day u walk out of my life...then he came and helped me to forget u...* just for a while* u came again..n yes..i just can't help myself from falling into deep to you...
how am i to confront him when it is clearly i'm still in love with u...
Oh God..help me to face this...i am feeling guilty towards him...yes i do fall in love with him once but now i have doubt on my feeling..is it for real or for the sake of forgetting him......
It's complicated now....