i miss you!

piggy...piggy...
i'm so f*cked up! this feeling is..i just can't describe it...mixed feeling..I'm mad+happy+sad+excited...all in one time...
i know i shouldn't fall for you! damn hell is approaching me..i'm stealing someone's bf! omg!!
i hate it when you ignored me..i hate it when you didn't sms me..but i know..i'm nobody to you...
i'm always waiting n waiting for you to text or calling me..you never know how much happy i am when you sms me even just to say u're home...i'm so happy when you hug n kiss me...i just love the way you treat me..but hell yeah..i'm not urs..n u will never be mine.
Ian's once told me..you know what you should do n you should understand how's the girl feels!
yes Ian! i know...n i understand...i know he's not mine..but i love him...it's too late...the fun had become love..real feeling..real love...:( how i wish i can stop this..i never want to start this but i'm so sorry...i've fall for him...
i woke up every morning..asks myself...why do i do this to myself..do this to his girl..do this to him...why...i guess i never can find the answer...i'll let it to God to lead me out from this relationship...

Piggy..! dang..i miss you calling me this.. Piggy...Piggy...:)

i wish..

i wish i can hold your hands forever..

i wish i can kiss you every day..

i wish i can talk all day n all night with you..

i wish i can hug u tight never let got.

i wish i can hear you calling me everyday..

i just wish you are mine...not her! :(

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i just want you to know..

Mr Boyfie..

i just want you to know...

1. I do love you

2. I love you so much

3. I miss you 

4. I miss you every single times 

5. I appreciate all the things you did to me

6. I never ever want to leave you

7. I thank you for the good love n everything you showed me

8. I never mean to hurt you

9. I never ever want to make you sad

10. I did it for the sake of yourself

i have my reason for all the things that i did n i'll gonna do in the future..but remember..i will always love you forever..

Monday Blues!

 I may not living in luxurious & glamorous..I may lead the simplest way of life..I sometimes become the black sheep in my society..my hairstyle n way of dress up sometimes caught the attention of fashion's police..my thoughts n ideas may end up rejected by others..my man is not the most handsome man alive nor the strongest or Calvin Klein's Model..My job could be the most common job in the world..sometimes i got rejected n hurt in any ways..or thing just gone wrong...but i'm happy with it because of those simple things, my life is interesting! Feel bless! 
My Facebook's Status for Monday, 20th February 2012..it means a lot to me.!

ALi ft. Yong Jun Hyung - Don't Act Foolish MV Eng Sub & Romanization Lyrics

Even your heart is hurt...don't cry..

Even you feel wanna die...don't die..

Even when they wanna leave...let them go..

Even if you wanna hold on them..DON'T..

Farewell are likes this..at first it really. really hurt.

The sky are falling and everything else crashes..its all chaos.

At times you can't sleep because you are mad and sometimes you can't sleep because you miss them so much.

And then it all starts to fade after that..

Even you had a break-up..don't let your emotion breaks u down.

There is always a sunshine after rain..:)

ALi ft. Yong Jun Hyung - Don't Act Foolish MV Eng Sub & Romanization Lyrics

Even your heart is hurt...don't cry..

Even you feel wanna die...don't die..

Even when they wanna leave...let them go..

Even if you wanna hold on them..DON'T..

Farewell are likes this..at first it really. really hurt.

The sky are falling and everything else crashes..its all chaos.

At times you can't sleep because you are mad and sometimes you can't sleep because you miss them so much.

And then it all starts to fade after that..

Even you had a break-up..don't let your emotion breaks u down.

There is always a sunshine after rain..:)