the sewer system :P

Sunday, February 1, 2015

Selena Gomez - The Heart Wants What It Wants (Cover) | Alycia Marie





what if we given another chance?

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

small boobies problems solved.







For those small chested girls..

sometimes we feel insecure coz of our tummy look bigger than our breasts from the side..

-a reason why u should workout that flat abs.

sometimes we think than we look so computer screen in dress.

-we actually can rock backless dress and bralet without worry.

sometimes we feel that our partner stare at other's women boobies..

-actually guys love small boobies, a handful just nice.

sometimes we love having cleavage in those sexy elegant party dress.

-that is why they invented the nude bra.

sometimes we don't feel HOT in gym clothes.

-no worry..its make us easy to move around n no eyes are staring.

sometimes u hate wearing baggy tee coz u look likes a walking signage.

-we totally can transform its to a cute dress with just the correct belt.

well being a small chested is not that bad at all.

be amazing n yes..i love my small boobies!


small boobies problems solved.







For those small chested girls..

sometimes we feel insecure coz of our tummy look bigger than our breasts from the side..

-a reason why u should workout that flat abs.

sometimes we think than we look so computer screen in dress.

-we actually can rock backless dress and bralet without worry.

sometimes we feel that our partner stare at other's women boobies..

-actually guys love small boobies, a handful just nice.

sometimes we love having cleavage in those sexy elegant party dress.

-that is why they invented the nude bra.

sometimes we don't feel HOT in gym clothes.

-no worry..its make us easy to move around n no eyes are staring.

sometimes u hate wearing baggy tee coz u look likes a walking signage.

-we totally can transform its to a cute dress with just the correct belt.

well being a small chested is not that bad at all.

be amazing n yes..i love my small boobies!


Monday, March 10, 2014

1St March 2014

Everything went well. Thanks to God Almighty for all the good things in February n of coz during the preparation for my E-day.

I just feel so GLAD & RELIEVED. Finally all the stress and chaos for the preparation is OVER. Goshh..no one know how hard it was to prepare everything by yourself with all the veto's power telling you to do this and that...geezzz...i survived the two months! When everything is done..no one can say No but to be happy and enjoy the celebration!

Thanks to Michael for the loves and supports! Mummy daddy n family thank you! :)


OFFICIALLY ENGAGED! Soon to be..Mr&Mrs Michael Tirasag Andrew Alek. :))


Thank you girlfriends for being there with me always! 








The dowry from Michael's side. :)

 *Pic repost from my sis's instagram.

 My engagement gift from Michael's mum. :)




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Tuesday, January 21, 2014

yeayyy!! I'm getting engage!
aww..no one know how blessed i am.
thank you God for the best that u've sent me
I never thought that i will meet the right guy..but God leads me the way to the most awkward, funniest and the most kind guy i ever meet my entire life..maybe he is not a romantic person but yes he is too kind and to loveable.
i couldn't resist to not to love him more.
well...i am happy now! :)

Monday, June 10, 2013

LBD

You can call me old fashioned but thing is..i always into black..hee..black gives me confident..courage n of coz..sexy!
This gawai everything is in black n white...most of all it is dominated by Black! Bestie n boyfie all gave me black dress each for my birthday...x) grateful n overwhelmed!! ;D

Friday, April 19, 2013

Byung Hee Death!

My heart stopped for a moment..this was horrible. i cried because he died..

I cried and cried..till i can't cry anymore.

The moment i watched that scene...i was shocked and then my heart stopped for a while..

He was my favourite.. and he died.

I spent the rest of my day mourning the death of his character..

His personality really got me.

It was so fast.

The moment i started to love and enjoy his character, he died.

It really teach me a lot about friendship and pursuing the dream of someone you love.

The moment i started to love it...that's when the story end.. @TEARS@ :'( * Spoiler Alert!! *






Totally a heart-breaking episode..i never cry mourning for the death of a character this bad...oh my..lee ming ki...ur character Joo Byung Hee really caught my heart! 

Monday, April 15, 2013

shits do come again and again..

Life never been that easy for me..
All i want is just to be free from all those problems..
After one then came another new..
When can this be end?
Will it end when i die?
If only it is that easy to be dead just once..
To run away from all this.
 shit is never tired...they come and come..never ending story..
I know i might sound stupid or foolish..
But sometimes when things keep on falling apart..
You taught yourself to hang on and be strong..
But..
There is the day..the time when u feel wanna break apart and vanish from all of these.
Can you that?
Keep on questioning yourself how to break free from all of these..until the end of time.

Standing in the dark...

"Standing In The Dark" Lawson

Sitting here wide awake
Thinking about when I last saw you
I know you’re not far away
I close my eyes and I still see you
Lying here next to me
Wearing nothing but a smile

Gotta leave right away
Counting cracks along the pavement
To see you face to face
Thinking about the conversation
I know I’m not one to change
I’ve never wanted nothing more
But as I walk up to your door

I'm standing in the dark
She’s dancing on the table
I’m looking through the glass
She’s someone else’s angel
It may sound stupid that I'm wanting you back
But I'm wanting you back, girl
And now I’m standing in the dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark

All I want to do is hide
But I can’t stop myself from staring
Wishing his hands were mine
I can’t stop myself from caring
And as he turns down the lights
I’m feeling paralysed
And as he looks into her eyes
Yeah, alright

I'm standing in the dark
She’s dancing on the table
I’m looking through the glass
She’s someone else’s angel
It may sound stupid that I'm wanting you back
But I'm wanting you back, girl
And now I’m standing in the dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, ohh, oohh

I’m standing in the dark
I’m standing in the dark

I'm standing in the dark
She’s dancing on the table
I’m looking through the glass
She’s someone else’s angel
It may sound stupid that I'm wanting you back
But I'm wanting you back, girl
And now I’m standing in the dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark, oh
Dark, dark
She’s someone else’s angel
She’s someone else’s angel


Wanting someone else back may sound stupid but i know how it feels for those who wanting that.
But everything changing.. No used in wanting you back.
I just standing in my own path and start created my own journey without your shadow anymore because its really hurt haunting by your shadow..and i don't want that anymore...anymore..

Monday, March 25, 2013

in another life..we'll keep all our promises n us againts the world....

Saturday, March 23, 2013

First time saw this.....awwwww!!
never seen this before..
what it is? algae? worm? caterpillar?

it is a caterpillar...a rare one...
greenish with furry surface n of coz...amazing...how amazing the world is.. :)
i dont what the name is...so im going to call it greeny! xD

Friday, March 15, 2013

Now you just somebody..that i used to know....

i used to know this person...
the person that i first saw in the church...
knowing nothing about him...
but
somehow fate played a twist on us...
i just known him for his name...
never talk..
few years later...
not knowing will meet him..
he came..
for the first time we ever talked..
sitting down face to face...talking to each other in an awkward way...
not knowing what to say...watching the ground n sky was a good idea to do at time..
fast forward...we had a thing between us after the awkward night we had...thought it would end n the story be gone as the day passed-by...
the feeling both can't denied..end up killing one heart...
first thought it was for the sake of being flirty n fun...but it ended up being serious...
it is no fun at all...knowing he is not yours coz u just can't have it..
the story stop in July...did the best i could to go with the flow..what is left behind should remains there..just buried away with the past..
then...the memory came n haunt u..
denying it really kills you..
thing got complicated once confession were made...hopes n dreams you gave...
i caught in the middle..should i go, should i let go...its hard to deny...
stucked in hopes n reality...
reality really kills you...
hope lost to reality...
the truth finally out...
i can't fight reality...
my hope remain hope...
tears...misery..broken hearted...
i let go...i lost to reality...
reality won again...twice...
i guess hope never will be reality...
reality really bite...
its does...its hurt! :'(
now...
you just somebody that i used to know...

Monday, March 11, 2013

i cannot stop my tears...it really hurt....fall out of heaven twice..it really hurt!

sorry..it is easy to say...sorry..sorry...its wont make any change...

i never know how stupid i am...i really fall for u..u gave me hopes..promises...
but now u are taking it back from me????
if i die..i blame it on you..yes YOU PIGGY!!!

Saturday, March 2, 2013

a day on my own..
i wish i can just have..one day...a day on my own..the day according to me..where thing happens beyond my control!
* this pills is making me thinking too much* n now i feel the effect from my healing process..dayumm..its hurting my back..my veins...
ok..back to my own day..i wish a day where i can be alone sitting by the beach..n just enjoy the beautiful scenery..its remind me of Beach Republic....sigh..i wanna go there..

Friday, March 1, 2013

1st March...
I just can't stop hoping....hearing ur name...looking at your stuffs...ur image...it is all over me...how am i supposed to survive this? i'm always be the fool that u give hopes to..always!
it's not once but twice...u hurting me!
it always me who got hurt....always me!

I guess it is even now right...jokes come down on me..well..thank you!

Thursday, February 28, 2013

hurting me n being mean to me is ok right? i get all the tears..all the rejection..all the false hopes...it will always be me..all these tears..hopes..
i just dont know what to do now...im really hoping....hoping till my last breath..

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

stress...stress..stress..

the only word that can describe how i feel this few days...

Monday, February 25, 2013

Blogging using ur mobile is ain't that fun...reason?

let me tell you why..
1. i got so many typo..
2. i cannot upload most of my pictures..\
3. cannot customize my blog layout
4. i guess it's because of my phone and my mobile network..

I need to spend more time on this blog..Seriously!